Friday, July 27, 2007

Can you feel that?

That's...that's the feeling of my heart breaking. Just tearing in two, right there in my chest


You're killing me Milwaukee! Just killing me!

Losing in extra innings. Blown saves. Muffups. Screw ups. What's up?

Gah! Pull it together people. What happened?! Sure there's still two months left but it is heartbreaking in the now nonetheless.

*sigh*


I was watching Brewers Str8t up the other night. (and no, no. I did not choose to write it with the 8, thats how its spelled) and realized that I can't hate Derrick Turrnbow. I just...can't. All my distaste, dissatisfaction and annoyance with the way he's been pitching lately melted away when he first opened his mouth.

God damnit! I took such joy out of having a little hatred for him. Then I realized, that I cannot hate Turnbow the man, but I can hate Turnbow the pitcher. But a little of the zest is gone once I realized its hard to hate him. But then I read that he juiced with something that wasn't illegal in MLB until a year later but got him banned from international play for a few years and that made me hate him a little. But then I got right back to feeling bad for hating him. Damnit!

Stupid, stupid, stupid behind the scene shows! They ruin everything, everything! I should've learned by now to avoid them because they have ruined others for me. I should just shut the TV off so I can keep what I perceive to be the truth, just that. The truth to me.

Ok. Enough with that. and totally switching gears to...


Our house is all done! Well, on the outside. Wanna take a looksee? well, alright. But remember, putting pictures on this thing infuriates me, so if they aren't well positioned or anything then well...screw it.





Oh lala! Waterfall...looks even better now cuz its all finished. Ok well...I'm gonna make like a fetus and head out.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

still too much brewer talk

~a