But...but...but....but....
whhhhhhhhhhy?! Why did you have to lose Milwaukee? WHY?! Damn you Jeff Suppan. Damn you and your home runs you give up! DAMN YOU!
The crowd and the momentum was on the Brewers side but nooooooooooo, Jeff Suppan had to suck ass.
He can go sit on the bench next to Rickie Weeks. And take CC Sabathia too to the loser end of the bench. Clear some room for Billy Hall as well. They all need to sit there and think about how much they ruined the playoffs for the Brewers. I could get worked up in the woulda, coulda, shouldas and weighed down in the ifs and buts. I won't. I'll just say this. I need to close the shades, curl up in the fetal position and weep for the next two weeks.
I thought seasonal depression was supposed to come with winter not the end of the Brewers season.
Yesterday I was high as a kite with excitement and now I need to be scrapped up off the floor with a spatula.
And damn you Dale Sveum. Why why WHY WHY WHY! Did you take Counsell out? Hmm? I NEED ANSWERS! That better not have been his last game in a Brewers uniform. If it was then my depression just reached a new low.
I told Briana a few days ago that if the Brewers lose then we should go to a grief management group at the health center. The more I think about it, the more it seems like a good idea.
I'm just...why? Things were looking so good! Things seemed to be breaking their way! A win in the final game of the season to get in the playoffs! A win yesterday. They were channeling '82! Robin Yount was back in a Brewers uniform! The God of Milwaukee baseball was home again! The only difference was going to be the '08 Brewers were gonna win the World Series. But no. Instead they lose. Like a bunch of...losers!
I tell ya. Getting my heart ripped out and stepped on by 25 men in a single afternoon is just brutal.
There is next year, that's for sure but there are so many uncertainties about next year. The pitching staff, the coaching staff and most importantly -yes that old song and dance- WILL MY CRAIG COUNSELL BE BACK?!
I have to go now. This thinking about it is making my heart ache even more. It's fitting it's a rainy, cool day. It's like the world just senses the pain I'm drowning in. I'd drown my pain in alcohol but I can't. I have to go to Fort soon.
Just looking at my walls with their pictures of Brewers brings me down. I need to change my wallpaper on my computer from the ball and glove logo to something else because it mocks me. Though I have been shaking Billy Hall quite violently and that's providing a little satisfaction.
Alright. The one silver lining to this all is Brewers fans has one up on Cubs fans. We didn't get swept.
Suck it Chicago. SUCK IT!
And PHUCK YOU PHILADELPHIA PHILLIES!
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